sunburn is awful.
you bear the pain.
you bear the itch.
then, even with tons of moisturiser,
it peels off ugly.
ew.
and so it reads: stay away. i'm fugly.

many a time, i feel the need to change
people's certain perception of me.
maybe some of it may be right
but i'm too stubborn to accept.
i don't know.
perhaps, it just boils down to some
self evaluation and reflection to bring
about change, in either a good or better
way.
an extract to ponder:
"We live to care more on what others think
than to live to care what we need to achieve for ourselves."

today came across to be more stressful
and not as interesting as thought.
details are not really worth mentioning.
and finally, i think kids are adorable, SOME.

i'm so contradicting.
here's 2 different reply to 2 same question.
coach:
do you like kids?
me:
still alright. i'm fine with them

friend:
do you like kids?
me:
NO! i don't want to have babies too.
anti government.

random, i know.
tomorrow will be interesting.
week to come should be fun, i hope.
nights people`

it's again repetition of history.
i don't toy with people's feelings
nor do i like inflicting pain on them.
all's unintentional, i swear.

had my last paper today.
i don't know what's the supposed
feeling was to be like cos it feels just
like another sch day.
but it was seriously draining at the beginning.
i can finally say: IT"S ALL OVER!
not really much of a celebration though):

next up, fretting about holiday plans.
gah. i honestly don't like the idea of lazing at home.
ditching the idea of work too.
shall see as days go by.

today marks the last day of written paper.
Os ain't such a big deal after all.
alright i didn't really mean it.

loves for today and the week to come!
that's when we can call for champagne!
i won't say more cos that's about it.

dude, i could fall back for you so easily.
unexplained fickleness;