It's February.
Coming end of it with March in a few days.
It's surprising i still find myself idling at home
on so many occasions.
This may sound like a good deal because
you probably think this equals to no stress.
And for some, probably envious.

So here goes my point:
THE HONEYMOON PERIOD'S TOO LONG!

Humans like me are such contradicting creatures.
They complain be it good or bad.
In other words, i'm being unappreciative.



Baby, let's make it to uk!

Went back to Summerdale this afternoon.
Stayed there for hours to help Melvin
take photos for safra poster
and to see the kids!
I realised i'm bad at photography.
My sis would be so glad to hear me admit this.

I so miss sundays with coffee talks
at hawker center with justin and brandon
and kids that made my past sundays.
Lovely lot of them.







































































But honestly, they make sundays tiring too.
Oh wells.

23FEB2008

A sweet secret 17 affair;

sweet dreams folks.
goodnight.

YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES

YOG

This simply stands for Youth Olympic Games.
Best part of it all was that JJcians were asked to be
facilitators and ushers to mark this historical event.
For noobs out there who know nuts about what
i'm talking about, let me enlighten you.

THE COUNTDOWN HAS JUST BEGAN!

That moment of exhilaration at the padang was just indescribable.
Scream, shout, cheer, clap, dance, sweat and smell
like no one's business.
On top of that, there was Joel :)
Regrets was that i didn't manage to catch him to take a photo.

Tonight tonight was just FANTASTIC AND FABULOUS.
And a hell lot of indescribable fun!

Postings will be out tomorrow.
Up till now, i question if my parents have
felt disappointed with my grades.
But i know my siblings had.
Though that sense of disapproval
didn't come strongly from both sides,
that feeling of letdown has always been there.
I wouldn't be bold enough to say that letdown was unintentional
cos fact was that the ultimate results wasn't the
fruit of great diligence nor consistency.
Nevertheless, I was thankful for a 17.

Then again, greed would sink in occasionally.
Greed for better grades that would get me into the
college i desired.
Perhaps, it's time to put aside pride and
succumb to humbleness.
This would mean to overcome some self barrier
and accept what's now and to be, tomorrow.

void;
gone through and still going through.

Should i give up or should i just keep
chasing pavements, even if it leads no where.

Mind guessing games are profound.
And i wonder if you so like to take
advantage of my psychological weakness.
This, a mystery unspoken.
This, a reason of mental torment.

And all these i know damn well, is idiotic.

With the start of each new day
I find myself thinking of you
In the middle of my busy day,
my mind wanders and I think of you
Out of nowhere I see your smile,
hear your laugh and I think of you
Life is beautiful now because I fall in love
all over again each time I think of you.

Love is universal migraine
A bright stain on the vision
Blotting out reason

Vday

This mini handmade bouquet of roses was meant
for my vday date, supposedly.
Unfortunately, he was too ill to meet up.
This came as true as my nightmare.

And so,

headed down to vivo with sis to have ben and jerry's.
I have the urge to run or crave to feast
each time i don't feel good.
In this case, upset.

Dude, you made me so afraid of disappointments
cos they happen too often.

Conclusion: I'm not in an excellent mood today, or perhaps not even a good.
all for love and nothing for reward):

I had to be quite mindful of things i post recently
and so the change of url.
So now it's only, me type, me post, me read=me love this.
It'll be quite some time till i get tags, but it's alright.
No spammers no stalkers.

vday's round the corner and
i'm asked to spend with someone else's bf.
i feel like a bitch in attempt to snatch what
supposedly belongs to someone else.
i don't really like how these all feels.
hopefully i can get what i want eventually.

i can fall so deep when you lead me on.

Break times can be such fun with a game of captain's ball,
tennis, badminton, hanging around friends with infectious laughter,
sharing silly nonsensical and racist jokes
or even sitting around for some magic tricks entertainment.
Had a dose of laughter in the mist of a magic trick during break today.
Nothing to do with the trick though.

friend: do u believe in love at first sight?
me: no. not really
friend: then i shall walk past u again.
me: HAHAHAHA!
And that laughter continues with no one at the table getting the joke.

not to forget, loves for this morning too :D

Entertainers are so temperamental.
Yes i am referring to some specific individual,
one like my sis.
It spells like this- F A I T H