it is always too late to realise
that the words said cannot be taken back
and the damage already done.
because this has repeated for the nth time,
it's no longer the apology at the end
but the determination to want to change.
even guilt doesn't seem to have changed this habit.
why.

With You

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day


they replayed in my head as we walked back,
especially those in bold.
they mean just exactly what the heart feels.

while you were home,
i sub the breaks with food and volleyball.
but you'd know that i would love to have
something else aside from these.
breaks where i wouldn't need to open the fridge
or find the ball or look for anything.
breaks where i would have someone to give me
a massage, feed me doughnuts and read the papers
with me.
you know, i miss them today.