Sunday, April 20

how can you tell someone's completely honest?
how about words that you are unsure has gone
through filtration?
what lies behind this intention?
and when you never know what's true,
do you practice selective hearing?
tell me your take.
though there's something called trust,
but baby, apprehension has overlapped insecurity.

this is just momentary, i hope.

Thursday, April 17

SAF seminar in school today from 4-6.
had one at tekong and now again.
actually, girls are not much needed there
except for those that are intending or interested in signing up.
and so the mc was saying, what are the roles of women then?
answer-to give moral support.
quoted example: like a mum saying to the son
"son thanks for serving the country and protecting me."
don't laugh. it's supposed to mean a lot to these ns men.

i thought maybe the talk meant more
to prepare girlfriends mentally.
and boyfriends, think hard how to keep your girl.
soon soon, it'll be an exciting 2 years.

Sunday, April 13

A text at 1 plus was followed by an unexpected visit.
pleasant pleasant surprise at void deck.
had to play 'hide n seek' to avoid parents
but was still seen in the end.
oh well. nice try though.
you never fail to make me laugh, EVERY TIME.


today was made up of 'amusing' people.
besides the already given example,
there are more to be named.
it's annoying to see lazy people litter
when the bin is just visible small steps away.
funny thing is, they think no one's looking
but when caught in the act, they give that
i-pretend-i-didn't-litter kind of face.
this stranger was grinning away when i stared pass,
at the tissue paper and back at his face.
this is just so gay,
like guys with duplicate or twin dressing.
but on the other hand, i think it's a great idea
for the guys that were not so good looking
to wanna attract some attention.
then again, i wouldn't want to see
this often at safra.

and the night was mummy.
she was too cute to notice the entrance
and had to ask the cleaner how to get in the
shopping mall when with the next step she takes,
the glass door would just slid open.
you'd guessed. yes it's automatic sensor.
thank god i wasn't there when it got this comical,
but if i were, this wouldn't have happened.

now at 2-ish, i have less than 6hrs of sleep before service.
quite proven that less pimples surface
with more than 8hrs of sleep.
too bad for tomorrow, and every other day actually.

goodnight.

Thursday, April 10

what are the various reasons to be late for school?
answer is there aren't many.
and even if it's valid and out of the norm,
you'll still be marked LATE.
so there, i have alternating typical excuses
between jam and oversleeping.
it's becoming more of a once-a-week thing.
i think i have to clean toilets for the next time i'm late.


thurdays' plans are so dependent on the weather,
but so precious at the same time.
today was back to where it began,
back to 2006,
back to that table.
and to recall, it was indeed a long wait
but a worth while one.

sentosa seemed so inviting from the indoors.
it'll be a deal when i have abs to match those pacs, baby.
although what lies beneath the shirt's unseen yet,
there's already enough conviction to make me envious
of that toned body.

off to do sit ups before i rattle on more
and sound like a sexist.
goodbyee people.

Saturday, April 5

My little 4 yr old uncle's birthday party




















































too adorable.
and too active that he wouldn't keep still for a while
to take a photo with me.
btw, the shirt was done by grace. nice ain't it?
she's got the artsy genes but i don't.

i laughed alot when the kids were having their fun at games.
laughed even more at kenneth's text: joy, is this scaring you more?
HAHA. you probably won't get this.



i thought a lil about something said last night-
what made you decide to pick this one from the nerd sch
but will need to think more to come out with an essay, someday.
nothing can be said enough these days.
most of all, i love you for the way that you love me.