that morning.















every corner of this city lies memories of you.

school is the new refuge for emo kids.
not very known, but very sure for a single case.
i guess it would be hard to smile like before,
from the moment i surrendered my priciest possession.

so glad there was aubrey and shakina to keep
me occupied for the afternoon.
little gestures of concern can touch and mean so much.
thanks welfare rep! :)
2 cors 4 :16-18
'therefore do not lose heart. ...'

believe me, nothing will change with time

being a child is tough.
being a dad is tougher.
i think parenting is hardly within comprehension.
when the problem lies in the lack of communication,
and thus the absence of understanding,
perpetual arguments are just simply unavoidable.
tonight is grieving with helplessness.
nothing has changed or will change
even when and after the eyes swell
and tears flow like running river.
i'm so tired.

this morning's by far the funniest of the week.

yongkeong: do you know powerpuff girls?
me: yup
yongkeong: have you watched them before?
me: yup
aubrey(cuts in) : what's the colour of blossom? pink right?
yongkeong (argued) : red right?
me (paused for a while) : isn't it yellow?
*sudden outburst of laughter.

alright,
sleep sweet people.
sweeter nights will come next week.
hello hols.

my sibs call me a noob cos i don't game.
but seriously, who can be more noob than faith
who cooks crab meat together with the plastic
and gets so fascinated over an usual ringtone.
as usual me and grace's responses "you mean you didn't know?"
HAHA. faithfaith.
i realised much of their conversations (sibs) lately
are so reality unrelated.
problem of gaming.
so annoying.

THE 10 DOLLARS POLICY
illustration of one of the many home 'policies'.
grace(came over and ate my lunch) :
i promise i won't take your fishball otherwise i give you $10.
HAHA.

when i see you from the back,
when i see you from afar,
i am reminded time and time again
of how amazingly blessed i am.
you are still an unbelievable truth.

Just for one moment and it would have been enough
for me to realize that reality without you would have been harsh.
There could presumably be no end to how much we can give of ourselves,
and how much that i want to spend this lifetime with you and only you.
Every single moment spent with you is so priceless and valuable.
I can say this over and over again just so you know,
I LOVE YOU.

if we had enough money, passport and some guts just now,
we would probably be somewhere else now.
this will be my dream tonight.